Lonliness

突然感觉很寂寞，很孤独。一个电话...一个留言...

Finally come again

the bull-shit net-cops in China even block my blogger! but i just found now that i could still write down sth here.
The weather is still hot, though it has been cooled down a little bit by the rain on last night. wish the weather get less harsh in August.
i have been back more than one month! time gose so fast. there are many thoughts coming up on me, some strange ideas, some thing i would never know, i changed my view to many stuff.
i'll try to write down those weird ideas, to memeber my youth, the most cherishable time, that may die soon..

powerful OS X

Learning the Terminal in Jaguar, Part 1 by Chris Stone -- O'Reilly Mac OS X command line guru Chris Stone is back with another series to help you get comfy with Jaguar's Terminal app. He begins by showing you what's where, and what to do with it once you're there.

Eternal

So many people, so many things will just fade away with time, without a trace.
However, there are some people that won't never be forgotten. Those are called heroes.

from Enemy at the Gates

man always be a man.
there is no new man.
we tried so hard to creat a society that is equal,
within it you won't have nothing to envy your neighbor.
but there is always something to be envied,
a smile, a friendship, something you don't have but want to preporate
in this world, even a soviet one,
there will always be rich and poor,
rich in gifts, poor if gifts,
rich in love, poor in love
...

Nightmare!!

A scary dream in the morning. A guy with HIV attacks people with his blood shot. First my friends, some acquaintances, then myself. I tried hard to rebell, escape. But he is way too bigger than me. At last, unfortunately, I was shot by him!! Just at that time, I waked up, sweating.
Last night, on 20/20, there was an interview with young women in porn industry. There was a Brazian man with AIDS spreading the disease through parcipating the porn movies in Hollywood. Those interviwees are among the victims. There is a girl, named Michelle, always smiling, very attractive smiles throughout the interview. She was doing the interview while her mom is on her side. When asked why always smiling,'r u happy with that', she answered she wanted to be happy, to let other people know she is happy. As she continued, she suddenly broken-off, without controling her inner-self. That impressed me very deeply.

Hi, my new life corner on web

Welcome, my friends or future buddies!
This just started. I wish I have time to post some piece of my life here. Wish me good luck!